So, my last journal entry was nearly five months ago...
... Life's sad.
I'm still without a permanent job after college, and I'm beyond thankful that my boss was able to keep me on until the end of December, which gave me a lot of time, but after still not finding anything, I'm feeling kinda hopeless...
I've been in a bad place mentally, for the past few months. As seen, I haven't been able to create anything without either discarding it, being able to find the time (my work schedule's been erratic, my mom's super clingy, and my brother just got a dog that my mom and I ultimately take care of), or not being able to finish it.
I really think this is the end of my little art hobby.
All I want is some peace.
However, I don't think I could close my account, because I still love seeing everyone's art, even though it makes me wish I could get back into this. Fiction writing, creating art... I can't do it anymore.
I feel like I really need help, but, thanks to my shitty health insurance, it's pretty much near impossible because I can't afford to go to the doctor EVERY SINGLE TIME I NEED A MED CHECK.
I'm still here to talk, but I'm pretty much... dead in the art department. :/ Sorry peeps.